Oppression

Really fed up of being mistreated.Sick of being oppressed. It's not enough that I have to be the scapegoat, these assholes are simply taking advantage of me. There's the midget troll that won't cease attacking me and the mother dog that tries to make me appear incompetant. Everyday I'm just subject to unecessary pressure. Because of the midget troll, I had been forced into this role. And because I have to assume this role, mother dog has to take on another role which resulted in her detesting me. And this is not enough for the midget troll. His aim is to see my leave the company. As for mother dog, I don't know what she wants from me. She appear to everyone that she's doing more than she should in handling over but unbeknownst to other she is withholding information. She keep sidelining me even to the extent that I go over to her place and station there, she pretends to go elsewhere for work purposes. But the fact is she's just avoiding teaching me what she should have taught.


Three days ago, I had some glitches with my work. Hence I consulted her. She knew where the error lies but pretended not to. She made me check each line with the hardcopy. While I was doing as told, I saw her smirk with the corner of my eye. I then consulted a former team mate who was kind enough to help me through. While I was at his place seeking assistance, midget troll asked me sarcastically " You are in this team now?" (referring to the guy that was helping me's current team). I pretended not to get his sarcastic remark. Ticked off that he was not able to insult me, midget troll came up with the excuse to repudiate my software license. As I was to leave for the day, his buddy came up to me and insisted I have my software remove there and then as he needed it so desperately that without it the whole work process would fail.


God if you have access to the internet and I you happen to be reading this as I am writing it, please do me some justice. Is it fair for me to receive such oppression?

Wishing For The Sun To Not Rise

I'm exhausted. Tired. Aching all over.Extremely stressed. Frustrated. Annoyed.Pissed. All these negative chi is simply killing me. Had considered going to the Indian temple to get a "flower sprinkle blessing" to get rid of all the suey chi that has been bugging me.

I wish for the sun to not rise so soon. I need a few hours more of sleep and rest. Where is me well deserved holiday? Where oh where has my happiness gone?

Year Of The Dragon 2012

Wishing everyone a Happy and Prosperous Chinese New Year.




Was watching a Chinese New year countdown program on tv earlier. There was this feng shui segment in that program. Never believed in this sort of thing and always felt that they were talking crap. But, this time around, found what the feng shui master said to be quite true. He said that my chinese zodiac would have issues with women, which I find really true and accurate. He said that I should be wary of females, be it superiors, peers, in short should avoid women and stick more to guys. He added that my chinese zodiac would have troubles with female bosses, in that the bosses would be backstabbing(Very accurate), trying to be rid of people under my chinese zodiac (very true) and making those under these sign scapegoats (very true).Now this is getting creepy. Already experienced that before the dragon make an entrance. He also added that those under this sign should be wary of female peers as well as they would be rumour mongers and backstabbers. Experienced that too. Since I have experienced this, perhaps my year would be smooth sailing from now onwards.


Don't know why but it seems that I have always been the target of females. Well, not in a good way. 'Women, why you all no nice to me?'

First few weeks of 2012

This afternoon, while I was getting ready to go out for lunch, I accidentally slashed my left foot with my right high heel. It hurt so badly. Thought that the pain would subside, but nooooooo it didn't. It got more painful and blood was starting to ooze a little from the slashed wound. I wanted to put a plaster on it but couldn't think of which direction to bandage the cut. It is sooooooo long that I think I need a box of plaster to cover it.

The slash. Sigh.






Besides that, my lazered wound started to show signs of infection. Pus oozed from the wound. It's really gross.





Because I had to bandage the lazered spot, the back of my finger had bad sores. Pus again. Sigh.




The first few weeks of 2012 have been really anal. New role was a real pain, had to work through the weekend, was forced to swallow bad review because there was no other scapegoat and I appear to be the rightful candidate. Office politics, worse than tsunami and earthquakes.

I just realised that today's Friday the 13th. Never believed in the myth but I do now. Evaporate anal people. May you be hit by natural disasters. Assholes.

1 JANUARY 2012

Welcome 2012. Happy New Year. It was a very warm (referring to the weather) New Year's Eve yesterday. Aaahhh time really flies. Everyone everywhere were making a big hoo haa over the New Year approaching. Before you know it, it's the New Year already.

Didn't do much on the last day of 2011. Just had dinner and adjourned to catch the fireworks outside my cousin's place. The fireworks display at Desa Parkcity. The photos were taken on the sidewalk. There were more but I couldn't catch them in time. Didn't know what the next design would be. Should have turn on the video mode but feared the battery would run out. There were heart shaped fireworks and rain like ones.










May 2012 be a great year. Officially assuming the new role.

Recap on 2011

In about 8 and a half hours, we'll be bidding farewell to 2011. This year has certainly passed by real quickly. It seems not too long ago it was only January. Seems that the fast forward button had been hit for 2011.

For me, 2011 had been a rather good year. I had done things I never had the courage to do. Started a new chapter in life. Stepped out from my comfort zone. Met new people. Some good some bad. Reconnected with some from the past. Have new responsibilities and commitments. Being "idolised". Changed my hairstyle (back to the style I had for most of my childhood). Hairstyle being imitated. Participated in activities that I would never volunteer myself for (not by choice). Being forced into something without my consent (might be for the better or worse, yet to know. Will only find out sometime in 2012). Albeit having several setbacks. Overall it has been rather fruitful.

2011, thank you for the good times and please bring along with you the bad and rotten ones. May 2012 be a better one. Farewell 2011.



*HAPPY NEW YEAR

Lazered

The past few days had been really exhausting. I traveled all the way home. Had a horrible coach ride. Almost puked during the journey. My entire face went numb from the nausea. Thankfully I managed to prevent myself from vomiting. I didn't managed to get any rest the moment I reached.

The next day was the same. I was woken by the very impatient father early in the morning and have been on the road the entire day. Spent the entire afternoon running from hospital to hospital looking for a skin specialist. I ended up at a skin specialist clinic. Waited the entire afternoon for my turn. It was really annoying. Spent 3-4 hours waiting in line only to have a less than 10 minutes consultation. I finally had the "lump" removed from my middle finger. The doctor looked at it for a while, looked bewildered then said "I'll laser it off now". He then injected my finger with anesthetic. That jab hurts. I yelped and he gave me a weird reaction (he made it seemed as though he was frightened by my yelp, and pulled the needle away). I was then told to lie down. He rang the bell and in came several nurses. One of them covered my eyes with damp gauze.

The doctor was telling the nurse "There's gong to be a lot of blood". Panic attack. I then felt the doctor rub something gel like on my finger. He then said "Ok, it's done". The nurse then applied some medicine on the wound and plastered it.

The wound still hurts and looks kinda gross.

Coach Bags

*The Bags that I like.



*Coach Chelsea Satchel Silver RM 1050



*Coach Chelsea Satchel Brown RM 1050



*Coach Madison Leather Sophia Satchel (Camel) Rm 18xx


The Bag that you mentioned.Not too sure of the price.



Coach Kirstin Op Art Sateen hobo RM 15xx (This is not nice)


Some of the Coach bags on offer on Reebonz.



Coach Signature Carly RM 1265



Coach Signature Duffle RM 831




Coach Poppy ignature Sateen Lurex Hobo RM 1110



Coach Penelope Leather Shoulder Bag RM 987



Coach Madison Op Art shantung Sophia Sateen RM 1110



Coach Madison Graphic Op Art Sophia Satchel RM 1388



Coach Signature Carly Brown RM 1265



Coach Madison Gathered Sophia Satchel RM 2222



Coach Madison Gathered Leather Small bag RM 1388



Coach Leather Carly RM 1666



Coach Chelsea Leather Reese Satchel RM 1110




Coach Madison Gathered Sophia Satchel RM 2222

Bye Bye Plan

Have to bid my leave plan goodbye. After saving my leave up for the long deserved break as well as my maiden voyange home (haven't been home in half a year), I had to cancel it. "Y U SO UNFAIR TO ME?" "Y U LOVE TO TORTURE ME?"

*Place emphasis on chorus

"Home" Michael Buble

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

May be surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky, I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
'Cause this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home





*As usual lyris googled.

Fruits

As part of the Employee Wellness Program, my company gave us fruits today. Since I haven't posted any photos in the longest time, I took some photos of the fruits (jakun mode on).

The packet contains a chinese pear and several tangerines.







I also had my BMI done today. It was rather embarassing. There were several cameramen taking photos and video when our BMI was taken. Jacobs please don't publish it.

My company has also arranged for all employees to get the influenza vaccination a few days before the fruits distribution. The doctor that gave us the jab was rather a clown. After giving me the injection, he was supposed to cover the jab area with a plaster. Instead, he placed the plaster above the jab area. And yes the wound does hurt. When I peeled the sticky plaster off, I almost teared and was whimpering. Not only from the pain but also from the 'hair' that was peeled off along with the plaster.