Is It Time?

Everyone has been telling me to throw in the towel. But I don't know why I'm being stubborn. Perhaps I do not want to lead a life that is being dictated by others. Or perhaps it's plain stupidity. Being threatened daily and treated lower than dirt, and it's not like I'm getting a big fat paycheque at the end of the month. Wonder if all my sacrifice is even worthwhile. Clock in sharp, leaving when the whole office is empty,lugging trees back to continue working through the wee hours even when I leave office at 11pm, and getting up and ready for the next battle by 7am. Being the subject of bitching of mother dog and her even bigger mother dog(the boss) as well as her mongrel colony. Forbidden to take leave (wonder if labour law protects employees from such treatment).


Today, mother dog and her mother did it again. IT's nothing new but what saddens me most is that the person that I thought was my friend and "preceptor" joined in the fiasco. The story is: There was an enquiry from another party demanding to know who requested for the thing to be done in that way. And this item that the party was referring to dated way back before I even joined the firm. After replying to that mail, mother dog came over with a bunch of keys and instructed me to retrive the backdated document from the archived documents in the cabinet. Being really tied up I was reluctant to do it. Then the mother of mother dog pinged me. Don't know what possessed me at that moment, I asked her whether is it necessary for me to retrieve the document since I'm really tied up. Knowing that the mother of mother dog will support with all four paws up with what bitch says, I don't know why I even bother asking (must be the doing of ghost). The big mother dog then stormed over to my place and lectured me and told me to run off to get what bitch instructed me to retrieve. Reluctantly I went to the filing cabinet knowing that both of them are doing it intentionally so that they can bitch about me to the bigger boss and make fun of my stupidity. When I returned they were laughing with all paws in the air. And guess who joined in? Someone I look up to ( because he's knowledgeable and helpful). He was a real jerk today. Not because he joined in the insult but what he said to the mother of mother dog. He said that one of the drive for him to resign is me. Fucker. If you want to resign just resign. Why blame me?


Just when you think that all this crap would end when you reach home, guess again. I was told an upsetting news. When it rains, it pours. But why does it always rain on me?

Oppression 2

The oppression has gone beyond what any normal person could comprehand. It has gone beyond the limit of anyone's patience. This has to be put to a stop. The pariah threatened, insulted and belittled me, after failing to make me consent to her demand. All this slander and mistreat is due to the scheming bitch's lies to cover her own soiled ass from trouble. I should have heed the advice of reporting her hanky panky. But I didn't. Now I land myself in a land mine. What should I do?

Oppression

Really fed up of being mistreated.Sick of being oppressed. It's not enough that I have to be the scapegoat, these assholes are simply taking advantage of me. There's the midget troll that won't cease attacking me and the mother dog that tries to make me appear incompetant. Everyday I'm just subject to unecessary pressure. Because of the midget troll, I had been forced into this role. And because I have to assume this role, mother dog has to take on another role which resulted in her detesting me. And this is not enough for the midget troll. His aim is to see my leave the company. As for mother dog, I don't know what she wants from me. She appear to everyone that she's doing more than she should in handling over but unbeknownst to other she is withholding information. She keep sidelining me even to the extent that I go over to her place and station there, she pretends to go elsewhere for work purposes. But the fact is she's just avoiding teaching me what she should have taught.


Three days ago, I had some glitches with my work. Hence I consulted her. She knew where the error lies but pretended not to. She made me check each line with the hardcopy. While I was doing as told, I saw her smirk with the corner of my eye. I then consulted a former team mate who was kind enough to help me through. While I was at his place seeking assistance, midget troll asked me sarcastically " You are in this team now?" (referring to the guy that was helping me's current team). I pretended not to get his sarcastic remark. Ticked off that he was not able to insult me, midget troll came up with the excuse to repudiate my software license. As I was to leave for the day, his buddy came up to me and insisted I have my software remove there and then as he needed it so desperately that without it the whole work process would fail.


God if you have access to the internet and I you happen to be reading this as I am writing it, please do me some justice. Is it fair for me to receive such oppression?

Wishing For The Sun To Not Rise

I'm exhausted. Tired. Aching all over.Extremely stressed. Frustrated. Annoyed.Pissed. All these negative chi is simply killing me. Had considered going to the Indian temple to get a "flower sprinkle blessing" to get rid of all the suey chi that has been bugging me.

I wish for the sun to not rise so soon. I need a few hours more of sleep and rest. Where is me well deserved holiday? Where oh where has my happiness gone?

Year Of The Dragon 2012

Wishing everyone a Happy and Prosperous Chinese New Year.




Was watching a Chinese New year countdown program on tv earlier. There was this feng shui segment in that program. Never believed in this sort of thing and always felt that they were talking crap. But, this time around, found what the feng shui master said to be quite true. He said that my chinese zodiac would have issues with women, which I find really true and accurate. He said that I should be wary of females, be it superiors, peers, in short should avoid women and stick more to guys. He added that my chinese zodiac would have troubles with female bosses, in that the bosses would be backstabbing(Very accurate), trying to be rid of people under my chinese zodiac (very true) and making those under these sign scapegoats (very true).Now this is getting creepy. Already experienced that before the dragon make an entrance. He also added that those under this sign should be wary of female peers as well as they would be rumour mongers and backstabbers. Experienced that too. Since I have experienced this, perhaps my year would be smooth sailing from now onwards.


Don't know why but it seems that I have always been the target of females. Well, not in a good way. 'Women, why you all no nice to me?'

First few weeks of 2012

This afternoon, while I was getting ready to go out for lunch, I accidentally slashed my left foot with my right high heel. It hurt so badly. Thought that the pain would subside, but nooooooo it didn't. It got more painful and blood was starting to ooze a little from the slashed wound. I wanted to put a plaster on it but couldn't think of which direction to bandage the cut. It is sooooooo long that I think I need a box of plaster to cover it.

The slash. Sigh.






Besides that, my lazered wound started to show signs of infection. Pus oozed from the wound. It's really gross.





Because I had to bandage the lazered spot, the back of my finger had bad sores. Pus again. Sigh.




The first few weeks of 2012 have been really anal. New role was a real pain, had to work through the weekend, was forced to swallow bad review because there was no other scapegoat and I appear to be the rightful candidate. Office politics, worse than tsunami and earthquakes.

I just realised that today's Friday the 13th. Never believed in the myth but I do now. Evaporate anal people. May you be hit by natural disasters. Assholes.

1 JANUARY 2012

Welcome 2012. Happy New Year. It was a very warm (referring to the weather) New Year's Eve yesterday. Aaahhh time really flies. Everyone everywhere were making a big hoo haa over the New Year approaching. Before you know it, it's the New Year already.

Didn't do much on the last day of 2011. Just had dinner and adjourned to catch the fireworks outside my cousin's place. The fireworks display at Desa Parkcity. The photos were taken on the sidewalk. There were more but I couldn't catch them in time. Didn't know what the next design would be. Should have turn on the video mode but feared the battery would run out. There were heart shaped fireworks and rain like ones.










May 2012 be a great year. Officially assuming the new role.

Recap on 2011

In about 8 and a half hours, we'll be bidding farewell to 2011. This year has certainly passed by real quickly. It seems not too long ago it was only January. Seems that the fast forward button had been hit for 2011.

For me, 2011 had been a rather good year. I had done things I never had the courage to do. Started a new chapter in life. Stepped out from my comfort zone. Met new people. Some good some bad. Reconnected with some from the past. Have new responsibilities and commitments. Being "idolised". Changed my hairstyle (back to the style I had for most of my childhood). Hairstyle being imitated. Participated in activities that I would never volunteer myself for (not by choice). Being forced into something without my consent (might be for the better or worse, yet to know. Will only find out sometime in 2012). Albeit having several setbacks. Overall it has been rather fruitful.

2011, thank you for the good times and please bring along with you the bad and rotten ones. May 2012 be a better one. Farewell 2011.



*HAPPY NEW YEAR

Lazered

The past few days had been really exhausting. I traveled all the way home. Had a horrible coach ride. Almost puked during the journey. My entire face went numb from the nausea. Thankfully I managed to prevent myself from vomiting. I didn't managed to get any rest the moment I reached.

The next day was the same. I was woken by the very impatient father early in the morning and have been on the road the entire day. Spent the entire afternoon running from hospital to hospital looking for a skin specialist. I ended up at a skin specialist clinic. Waited the entire afternoon for my turn. It was really annoying. Spent 3-4 hours waiting in line only to have a less than 10 minutes consultation. I finally had the "lump" removed from my middle finger. The doctor looked at it for a while, looked bewildered then said "I'll laser it off now". He then injected my finger with anesthetic. That jab hurts. I yelped and he gave me a weird reaction (he made it seemed as though he was frightened by my yelp, and pulled the needle away). I was then told to lie down. He rang the bell and in came several nurses. One of them covered my eyes with damp gauze.

The doctor was telling the nurse "There's gong to be a lot of blood". Panic attack. I then felt the doctor rub something gel like on my finger. He then said "Ok, it's done". The nurse then applied some medicine on the wound and plastered it.

The wound still hurts and looks kinda gross.

Coach Bags

*The Bags that I like.



*Coach Chelsea Satchel Silver RM 1050



*Coach Chelsea Satchel Brown RM 1050



*Coach Madison Leather Sophia Satchel (Camel) Rm 18xx


The Bag that you mentioned.Not too sure of the price.



Coach Kirstin Op Art Sateen hobo RM 15xx (This is not nice)


Some of the Coach bags on offer on Reebonz.



Coach Signature Carly RM 1265



Coach Signature Duffle RM 831




Coach Poppy ignature Sateen Lurex Hobo RM 1110



Coach Penelope Leather Shoulder Bag RM 987



Coach Madison Op Art shantung Sophia Sateen RM 1110



Coach Madison Graphic Op Art Sophia Satchel RM 1388



Coach Signature Carly Brown RM 1265



Coach Madison Gathered Sophia Satchel RM 2222



Coach Madison Gathered Leather Small bag RM 1388



Coach Leather Carly RM 1666



Coach Chelsea Leather Reese Satchel RM 1110




Coach Madison Gathered Sophia Satchel RM 2222