Tuesday, April 29, 2014

Point To Ponder

Some say a daughter is a man's liver in his past life. Some say a father is a girl's first love. The truth is, a parent will love their child as long as they live. T

Sunday, April 27, 2014

Sleepless 2

My insomnia is getting worse. Clocking in to slumber daily at past 3 a.m.. Even then, sleep is no where near. This is followed by endless tossing and turning to get into a position that doesn't hurt my aching body. When will this absurd sleep pattern come to an end? Tried to detox yesterday, but ended up with gastric that dragged on till today.

Friday, April 25, 2014


Once, I went to the doctor because of a horrible sore throat that lead to extreme ear pain when I swallow, be it food or drink. The sore throat- ear pain was so bad that it's a feat in itself to speak. After relaying the "problem" to the doctor, he instructed me to open my mouth and stuck the "ice-cream stick" into my mouth to see how bad it was. He then proceeded to "shine" my ear with a flashlight. After that, he remained silent. He didn't tell me how bad my condition is nor what he thinks is the problem. Instead, he picked up his pen and was really engrossed in drawing. He drew a diagram of the ear, and started filling it up, like he's sitting for a biology exam. There I was, sitting there waiting for his response, while watching in awe an artistic performance by a doctor. I waited, and waited but there was no response from him. I interrupted his Leonardo Da Vinci performance to ask him about my diagnosis. I asked whether there is a pus in my ear. He looked up from his masterpiece, not happy that I interrupted his concentration and said no. I was then sent out to wait for my medication. I had to wait for over half an hour to get my medication from the dispensary, but I was the only patient in the clinic. When I finally collected my medicine, I was told that they are out of medicated ear drops and I was told to get it from a pharmacy ( which was next to the clinic). After going through so much hassle, only to get prescribed panadol (tablet form @ round ones that I hate because it's difficult to swallow. Prefer caplets @ oblong ones) and the name of the medicated ear drops scribbled on a post-it. I could have just walked into the pharmacy and bought the ear drops and save my time of waiting. That's the first time I've seen a doctor so immerse in drawing on the tiny piece of patient's diagnosis card. Usually we only see horrible, non readable handwriting on the card. A friend said the reason doctors write in horrible handwriting is so that patient and their family/ friend/ companion can't read what is written on the patient's card. That is why the nurse enters when the patients leave the room so that the doctor can explain what to give to the patients.

Thursday, April 24, 2014

Totally Useless Stuff 2

Some totally useless stuff. Just to share.

Sunday, April 20, 2014


Have been having trouble sleeping. When I do drift into sleep, my body doesn't really rest. My neck really hurts and it's making me feverish. No matter how I crack it, it doesn't relief the pain. My head, neck and body really hurts badly. Besides that, my face is also having cramps as a result of me gritting my teeth daily, to control my emotions and to withstand the body pain. Make it stop already. Stop torturing me. Just go away.

Friday, April 18, 2014


According to a show, just find things to do as distraction, to get your mind off things. Quoting it: "mo yeh wan yeh lei cho". So I decided to get a little domesticated, by mopping the floor. Filled a bucket with water and started my "activity". When I was done, I placed the mop into the bucket of dirty water. I gave the bucket a push. Just then the bucket decided to topple, spilling the dirty water all over the place. Face palm . The water flowed everywhere. I gave a squeal. Had to rush to get rags to dry the place. All my hard work down the drain. Stupid bucket.

Monday, April 14, 2014


It's 3am. I'm sleepless. Whenever I close my eyes, flashes of things I want to forget keep replaying in my mind. In need of a new environment. Being here just suffocates me. Being here keeps reminding me of Everything that I wish to get rid of, from my memory. It's driving deeper into depression. Don't want to go through this anymore. God, if you really do exist, please bring me away.

What The Bible Says

If only people still practice what they preach.
Came across a rather amusing pic. A simple mistake makes everything funny.

Friday, April 11, 2014

Extreme Backache

12 April 2014, 2.22am. Can't sleep due to severe backache. The pain is never before felt. Right pelvic hurts badly. The entire right side of my back hurts badly.


I tried to add some songs to my iPod. I haven't added any songs into my iPod in a while. Ever since Lappy returned from the doctors, I haven't opened iTunes. As I remember, it's just drag and drop. But iTunes looked different. Everything that was there previously, isn't there anymore. No matter how I drag and drop, nothing appeared in the iPod. I don't know how to add new songs to my iPod anymore.  I hope it didn't delete everything that is in my iPod. I have yet to listen. There was once, when I plugged in my iPod to a computer, everything in it was cleared. Why isn't anything working? Frustrating! Stop torturing me.

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Tortoise/ Turtle

I've always wondered what turtles look like without their shell. Are their bodies round / concaved / straight? Finally, someone posted a cross section of a tortoise. Now I think I can die in peace. Someone I know/knew once told me that turtles have teeth. I didn't belief. That person flashed teeth to emphasise. Fortunately, I wasn't told about turtle dicks.

Wednesday, April 09, 2014

Totally Useless Stuff

There has been a lot of these "What is your superhero / villain / moon moon / blah blah name. Here's another one of those things. Totally useless but everyone will look up their own name / superpower / etc. Enjoy finding your special powers. What is moon moon anyway?
 At least I know I'm seductive. 

Tuesday, April 08, 2014

Body Heat

Emotions depicted by body heat.

Monday, April 07, 2014

Where Inspirations Come From

Hey bear, whatcha doing there? Bear: oh just looking through my wooden telescope.
Hedgehog: dude, looking through the telescope is awesome! 

Tuesday, April 01, 2014


Have been having migraine the whole day. It's so persisting that even after taking medicine, it wouldn't go away. Besides that, there are two giant ulcers on both sides of my throat. Feeling a little feverish and a little nausea. I suppose this is the punishment for being the longest April's Fool / the fool for the longest time. Foolish for believing over and over.